It has been thousands of years since we stripped away Goddess consciousness from our wold.  Ancient civilizations would look to the Goddess for protection AND for guidance.  High Priestesses were held in the highest regard and were sought after for their knowledge and their ability to see what is to come. HELLO INTUITION!  Ancient Egypt was held by women and it wasn't until their demise through weaponry and savage behaviour that a new era of slavery was born.  A struggle of personal development and empowerment over our own rights to live our life as we want and to claim our wealth. 

So many people and so many women have all of these blocks towards money through enslavement contracts, poverty contracts and sale contracts from lives that have passed.  Some of these blocks are also due to the fact that money has been used as a weapon against them.  These were made in times of desperation and where everything was stripped from those who were not "in power".  When humanity raped and pillaged and treated humans worse than live stock (which was not that long ago).  These are tied to our soul and they do affect us in this day and age.

It is necessary in this day and age as consciousness is rising that we allow the Goddess to reclaim her autonomy.

What does this mean?

This means that womxn around the world are rising and deciding that enough is enough.  Womxn are responsible for creation of all kinds, not just children.

The Goddess as a piece of the Divine Feminine is responsible for all the the dark matter, the energy that surges through the atmosphere and exists as nothing.  She is the principle that through surrendering and travelling through the deepest and darkest of caves to be seen and born in a light of birth.  She makes the earth fertile as the waters carry her eggs throughout the world.  Without the Goddess life cannot exist.

LADIES this is your CALL to wake up!
There are pieces of you that are left unclaimed.  There are pieces of you that got left behind.  There are elements that have been pushed away and neglected in this life time and IT IS TIME TO CLAIM YOUR AUTONOMY.

Dance and get wild.  Have weird chats.  Have self pleasure nights or mornings or days.  Touch your body with love.  Talk to your friends about sex and sensuality.  Have days where you speak about how you don't feel sexy and how you do feel sexy.  Learn to be vulnerable with yourself and others.  Open your heart and your yoni to the magic that is within you. 

YOU ARE SEXY AT EVERY STAGE OF YOUR LIFE!

There are a whole bunch of stigmas floating around that once you have kids or hit a certain age you cannot wear that or this or whatever.  "Well that's not very age appropriate." This is one example of how our inner Goddess is unable to express herself.  Women are creators and artists and one way we express this is through the desire to adorn ourself and love ourself and wear what we want to wear.  That is where it should end.  Society should not be allowed to come into your closet and tell you what to wear based off age or size or colour or gender.  THIS IS YOUR RIGHT!

SEXUALITY IS SACRED! Your desires NEED to be heard and you NEED to feel them.  We have heard it many times, PLEASURE IS YOUR BIRTH RIGHT! Why would we have these pieces of us that reach a state of natural ecstasy if we were meant to suppress them for another.  When we are met with sexual energy we are suppose to be met in an equal measure.  If your partner is able to express themselves and their desires, SO ARE YOU! You are worthy of having your body stroked in ways that you want and deem appropriate and not inappropriate.  YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO TELL SOMEONE TO GET LOST IF THEY DISRESPECT YOU, especially if it is a pattern!.

We all put up with so much shit from people throughout out life time that we need to channel that divine rage, THANK YOU KALI and SPEAK OUR VOICES!

I have always been out spoken and to be honest, a lot of girls and womxn in my life have left because of it.  Not out spoken in a rude way, rather, I speak my truth and people cannot handle it.  If someone does something that crosses me, I let them know in a way where I stand my ground and leave the conversation open for communication.  A lot of the time in my past, people wouldn't be able to handle it because I was right.  They were being selfish or inconsiderate or letting people walk all over them and putting them self down and I would not have it.   Another thing to note here is that when people suppress what they want to say and watch others so openly express it, they get irritated because they do not have that for themselves. 

OUR VOICE IS NEEDED!
So many people (mxn and womxn) have a throat chakra issue which is our ability to communicate and listen properly, this needs to also change but that is for a different day.

LADIES! 
Stand up! Wake up! Do something!

If you are feeling disconnected, get into your body. Dance, move, touch your self, self pleasure because that is mega important, connect with other womxn and get real.  Go to nature and stand in her beauty and destruction.  Have a bath.  Go in the lake, a sauna.  Honour your cycles of bleeding as they show us when it is time to take action and slow down.  Learn to listen to your body, she is a very wise guide. 

The Goddess listens to her body and her intuition first.  She trusts herself and she holds her ground.  She is able to wear what she desires from day to day and understands that she can change into new at any time.  She is the stable ground of life and she is the way to create the life you desire. 

She is within you, she is around you and she is holding your hand.

Ask her for guidance by placing a hand on your womb/pelvis and a hand on your heart and slowly she will come. 

Have patience and welcome your personal Goddess to come forward into your awareness and watch your energies dance and birth a new you.

The time of the Goddess is now. It is not coming, IT IS NOW!

Sincerely & with love,
J

The endless searching.....
Times have come and they have gone and my quest has changed immensely.  Once upon a time my quest was to be happy, then my quest became a search for an answer, why am I so sad, my quest changed again, why am I so angry, why am I so sad, where can I go next, what country haven't I been to, what forest have I not touched, why have the souls of my feet never touched earth in the winter, what do the seasons mean, what is energy, what is reiki, do we have a soul, is this life real, does physical reality even exist, what part of me is lost, did that just happen, where did trees come from, how do spirits receive nourishment, where does energy come from, why am I so sad, is this what being happy feels like, wood is so cool, water is amazing, fire is my favourite, air is confusing, where do the thoughts go when we stop searching?

This list could go on and on and on and on, just as most things in life if they go unchecked.  I am an answer seeker, a no bullshit taker kind of person.  This can be a beautiful gift or it can become something I need to pull back in.  When I start searching, I SEARCH until I believe I know.  I always end up at a crossroads however and that is because how do we ever truly know.  How can we trust what we have learnt or read or seen to be true?

The search of who we are and who we want to be plays a large role in our lives and what I find rather interesting is that we often seek that information from people, places and things outside of ourself.  When we are young we are given tasks, clothing, books, friends and it isn't until we are a little older that we usually start to feel disconnected.  Why is that? I believe it is because through the power of constant suggestion and bombardments from society of WHO humans are has infiltrated out psyche on so many levels that if we want to do something that feels different, we restrict and do not allow that part of us to come out.  It is that part, those many weird and different parts that make up who we are in our unique way.  The search for who we are starts when we are young and gets lost somewhere in school and in jobs.  Wear this, don't wear that, play this sport not that sport, girls can do this, guys can do that, it starts changing what we want or believe we want without even giving us a fighting chance.  

The everlasting, never ending beauty of the searching comes from the ability to create and become everything you'd like to be and nothing you don't.  It becomes a black hole of creation and surrendering to the greatest you that exists - the you without the details or the frills or the balls or the boobs.  It becomes a powerful meditation to sit and create a life worth searching for.  It takes a powerful human to stand up against the life they have built and start again.  

I humble to you and ask you, as I ask myself, where can I keep searching, where can I keep digging, where can I lose the mask and lose the guards, where can I soften and surrender to the life of my dreams?

Don't stop searching and creating for yourself, that is a key part of being in this human body. 

With love always, 
​J